Something Swift this way comes…

#include

main()
{
printf(”Hello, world!”);

return;

}

More later.

I can already tell that it’s going to be tough. Tougher than a lot of things I’ve tried in life. But I’ll get through it, with help from my family and friends. Encouragement mainly, though understanding and other venues of assistance will help as well. 6:30am to 11:30 pm on a constant mental run….well, it’s tough. I’m bone weary right now, even though I haven’t physically done much. Just the mental straps are expanding to let this new load fill me. Sometimes I’m plain afraid that I just won’t be able to hack the school thing…but right now, I’m just concerned that my mental abilities will give out before I can make it to another break. It doesn’t help that we’re still behind on the bills and struggling to get caught up. But we’ll eventually get there. We’ll get to where we’re treading water. As long as I can keep my head up and stay focused, everything will be alright. My prayer right now is that my friends understand that I am not trying to push them away or distance myself from them, just that I have to work to stay ahead, because if I let the work get ahead of me, then I’ll never be able to catch up. I want to try to maintain my 4.0, and I know I have the mental capacity to do it, now I just need the mental energy to do it…even at the hazard of losing friends or hurting feelings because I just don’t have the time to sit and talk like I did before. I have 75 days ahead of me in which I must prove that I am worthy of the prize, to struggle to victory. 75 days from now, I will have won this battle, or lay at the feet of this beast in defeat. May my sword be sharp, my arm strong, my wits quick, and my prayers rise swiftly to a kind ear. I now wage war on the next 2 1/2 months.

S

Some things….just shouldn’t be.

More later,

S